whhhhatdafuck i dont understand what is wrong with me. i’m so detached from EVERYTHING. it was gorgeous out today and i stayed in the. whole. day. i didn’t want to deal with anything: people, stop signs, suburban noise etcetc. today was my mom’s bday - didn’t do SHIT bc of what happened this weekend (will explain later). ugh so many feelings tugging at me. AND i have a fucking stye EWEW. when i got my phone back i wasn’t rejoicing or excited to text you guys.. i just wanted to watch shit online and be a fucking hermit. i was watching the season finale of revenge and i googled a song that really intrigued me: Seven Devils by flo & the machine. IT SUITS ME WAY TO WELL. ugh i havent seen u guys in soo long i think im losing it. i’ve changed so much since freshman year. i used to be so much more .. pleasant..or something. there is so much i have to tell u guys but i don’t even no where to begin since i have a fucking communication problems. thank god for genetics.
fuck. i’m gonna be the lady with 38 cats- alive and dead.